I do not wanna. No. Not at all.
But I must. I must write. It's supposed to be my freaking job.
No. It's awful. I'm awful. And I do not want to look at what I'm writing about. Nope, uh uh, no way.
No. Can't won't. Look I'll even close the file so it won't mock me anymore. Scary scary scary bad shit there. Better to watch crap on tv.
no. please don't make me. please.